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Uncentered Tuesday, Aug. 05, 2003 - 10:47 pm ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Everything is really weird. My husband broke his hand last night. It really shook me up. It really knocked me off balance. I now feel very uncentered. Ungrounded. Today was weird. Tomorrow my husband will go back to work, and I'm hoping I can find ways to help me find my center again. Things are very hard and very stressful right now. I went grocery shopping today and dropped some cottage cheese on the floor while I was unpacking them and it made me burst into tears. I need help. I need calm. The other man was supposed to be at the movie tonight, but he didn't make it. I was really looking forward to seeing him because just his presence helps me feel grounded. I wrote him some crazy email last night when I was all freaked out. I'm worried now that I freaked him out somehow. I think I might write him again. But tomorrow after I'm feeling better. Maybe. I want to write him now. I need help.
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today I listened to: The Polyphonic Spree Today I watched: Working Girl; Gigantic
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