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Do Something Different Monday, Jun. 23, 2003 - 1:49 am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sometimes I wish I could just leave myself behind. Get out of myself. Make myself stop. Make myself change immediately. Sometimes I get so annoyed with myself, so sick of myself. Does it make sense to just kick my own ass and motivate myself by making myself get active? Or does it make more sense to focus on learning how to rest and relax and rejuvenate and just be gentle with myself until I am ready to get active? I wish there was any way at all I could know the answer to this question. How to approach my current life. I am just sick of this. I guess that means doing something different, whatever it might be, is the best way to go. Hmm. I have to ponder that.
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