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Random Something Wednesday, Dec. 03, 2003 - 1:27 am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I feel like tearing my hair out. Not literally. My head is pounding and doing weird things. Why do I get so stupidly attached to whether or not people comment in my Live Journal? How fucking ridculous! I feel very tired of my status quo. I feel very ready for change. It's time to jump off the cliff, goddammit. Dammit. I'm going to commit myself to my artwork as the next step. I don't know if I even believe that, but it seems like a good idea. Well, it doesn't seem like a bad idea. I wish my sleep cycle wasn't so fucking weird. I wish sleep were a nice normal pleasant thing for me, the way it is for most people. Jeez! It freaks me out. I am so frutrated and sick and tired and aaaarrrrrggghhhh!
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