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This Feeling Friday, Mar. 26, 2004 - 12:31 am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So what is this feeling I have. It's so much from talking to Marie tonight, and what she's feeling. I'm feeling so much like a wanting to be independent. Wanting to be alone. No, wanting to be solidly me. Wanting to really feel alive, to really feel joy. To feel free, and creative, and clear-headed. How do I get there? I just mostly feel lost and overwhelmed. Well, maybe those words are too extreme. Muddled. Uncertain. Kind of tired and scared. Where to go? What to do? I don't feel brave enough yet. Or determined and decisive enough.
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