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Frustrating Myself Wednesday, Jun. 18, 2003 - 12:35 am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I am feeling weird. I should be in bed but I really wanted to finish up all my online journal stuff. Bleh. I feel like there's something I need that I'm not getting, but I don't feel like I have the time and energy right now to figure out what it is, BUT, because I'm not getting whatever it is, I'm not really getting anything else done either. It's a very frustrating situation. I'm getting a little scared about my trip to California. I'm scared I'm pushing my boundaries too much. I'm not feeling very confident right now. And I guess I sort of lost my Flipside Head. I'll have to figure out what to do to get it back, I think. I don't like being so anxious. I'm hoping for a better day tomorrow.
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current music: Peter Gabriel - Passion
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