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Let Go and Enjoy the Ride Tuesday, May. 20, 2003 - 1:54 am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I don't know what I want to say here exactly. I guess I feel like there are things on my mind, but it's all kind of unclear somehow, so I don't know what I want to say about them. One thing that occurs to me, and I also think it's applicable, is something I realized about Cookie. You know, I've been trying to figure out what this means and where it's coming from and where it's going and all that. I even did a Tarot reading for myself last night to try to start answering some of those questions. The reading was totally confusing and strange, and I sort of realized that it's not time to ask those questions yet. This is about me learning to let go of expectations and just enjoy the ride. I feel like I can do that this time. It's hard to not start feeling all these wants and desires about how I want this relationship to go, but I know in my heart, that that's wrong for this. Maybe it's always wrong. Just let go and enjoy the ride. It's this message again.
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recent listening: Grey Eye Glances - Further On... recent viewing: The Monkees
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