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No Expectations Tuesday, Oct. 07, 2003 - 11:52 pm ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I feel kind of terrible. I feel sad. I'm not going to get to see Stuart for another week, AND it's already been about 2 weeks since I've seen him. I must move into a place of no expectations with him. I already know he cares about me. He has demonstrated this in a few small ways. I have to remember that and then just let go. Let go. No expectations. Right now I just kind of want to cry though. Why does everything seem so incredibly fucking strange???
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