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Quiet Dance Sunday, Apr. 20, 2003 - 11:42 pm ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Well I actually got out of the house today some. Other than the doctor on Thursday I haven't been anywhere in almost a week. But today we took an exciting trip to Walgreen's. And an hour ago I walked to the video store. It was a brief walk, but it felt really great. On the way there everything was so silent. That may partially be because I still can't hear out of my left ear, but I also think it was unusually quiet. It felt very good, and true, like I could feel myself moving through space and time. An odd phrase came to me while I was walking: "Everything feels painfully real." I don't know why "painful" exactly, but that just sounds right. It was a good, aware, connected kind of feeling and I want those kinds of feelings more. Since I've been home I still feel very aware of my movements. I feel like I'm gliding quietly and gracefully through the house. Ahh, how lovely. It reminds me of a StoryPeople.
I'd love to have that kind of feeling more, too.
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recent reading: Oprah magazine; Desert Sojourn by Debi Homles-Binney recent movies: We're Not Married; Serendipity; To Catch a Thief
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